i'm a manja-baby.

2009-07-06T13:18:00.002+08:00

bye blogger.

hermorningafter.tumblr.com

2009-06-22T16:54:00.000+08:00

u planned for everyone else but me

perffecttt~

2009-06-19T05:01:00.002+08:00

i got a phobia of taking planes & being confined in an enclosed area.

i dont think anyone knows abt this before..

and now that there's a recent plane crash AIR FRANCE. scary

and i'm flying off to BKK on tues. SCARYYYY

i need to be braver!

2009-06-17T03:25:00.002+08:00

i'm totally overwhelmed by the no. of people around by age getting married.

if there's no such thing as facebook, i wouldnt be able to find out there are alot of people getting married at such a young age!

seems pretty scary for me for some reason.

i think it's my playful nature. it seems like i cant settle down with the one i love or thought i love or whatever. i jus get bored of things easily. and i need alot of excitement and surprises for me to keep my r/s fresh or rather alive & kicking.

and to be honest, im enjoying my life now not working. but i've got no passive income which sucks.

only monetary issues can break me into half.

i seriously feel like a tai-tai right now. jus heading out and spending money and not doing anything and i know it's bad but sometimes i jus cant help it.

i've been wondering if my future life could be like that i'd be over the top.

and i know i cant jus depend to jus fucking married a rich dude jus cos i doesnt want to work.

that's how material i am at times.

i guess i need constant nagging and encouraging for me to really get out of the loop otherwise, i'd be lazier and lazier and lazier.

i'm full of envy when i see friends or people by age getting married not because it's cool but because i'd really jus want to settle down but my playful nature jus refuse to live my soul.

what should i do??

2009-06-06T16:16:00.003+08:00

what an act.

bobangfoo
penniless.

subway
daiso.
fence & my garden
spotlight.
pick&go
starbucks.
spinelli
burger king.
shokudu.
sunrybofoobang feat. pang
one fullerton.
starbucks
merlion
blanga act

choir
bukit merah
merry-go-round
zouk yong tau foo.
home.

hungry hungry lil bang. hungry hungry lil us.

pretty amazed by the things we can think of doing.

2009-06-02T18:17:00.002+08:00

been really really busy these few days. it's only now that i realise there's lotsa JUNE BABIES including me! haha! like busy having birthday dinners and celebrations and now i feel so bloated. plus i haven been able to yoga since i have the tendency of oversleeping now.

must be the tired-ness accumulated over the past few months. every morning when i got up, i wonder if i'll get tired within a few hrs. which kinda sucks. cos it always happen

this is bang's birthday surprised birthday at zouk

my party face

lets toast to my birthday party planning. hopefully it's gona be a blast.

lazy lazy to blog

2009-05-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

OH RIGHT OH YEAH

so right after exams, i've been busy preparing for my 21st birthday. hell yeah!

i'm feeling really bummed out yet really thrilled about it.

been out the entire day yesterday in search for my "birthday dress" but found nothing.

daddy&mummy brought me to people's park to buy some cloth cause i've decided to tailor a dress

butttttt... i've spent half of my day looking for a tailor but i cant find one cause i went to a place full of mens' tailor.

soo.. now i think i should spend tomorrow looking for a dress just off the rack.

i've got to get my cake, dress, guestlist, buffet and decorations for the function room ready by 12th june! 3 more weeks to plan.

& jus family alone i've got to invite like 100 peeps.

i'm really excited cos the joots are gona helpppp.

2009-05-19T16:47:00.003+08:00

i'm your 20%

threading session for edwin at hairloom. look at his face. he rates 6.5/10.

a guy is a guy they can never tolerate plucking and threading and waxing.

wonders if he'll ever thread again. haha!

anyways, life's been half-fucked.

obviously being a serial mugger like what bree said was true. for now.

i bet i'll be pretty lost after thurs. 3 months of holiday. no sch, no books, & i'll be left with the anticipation of "result-day". i hope whatever i've put in this entire year will have an effect on my results. at least 3 As. i think i think too highly of myself.

so now, i'm at lido macs trying to memorise topics on taxation and clientele theory, dividend payout policy, empirical evidences on whatsnot. my goodness.

i've got a puny brain. so pls spare me all these nonsense.

i hope i'll be able to get an internship this year. busy looking for things to do during the 3 months. text my ex-boss from HSBC for help but i'm left with this"not at the moment, due to the economic downturn" ok. i should have at least expected that. i thought banks would be more than happy to have interns or undergraduates like me for cheap labour but i was wrong.

damnnnn.. HOW MANY GRADUATES A YEAR!? thinking about all that irks me so much...

how to look for a freaking job? be a sales woman at a boutique? be a events girl? im so totally out of that. could be my last resort. darnnnnn..

2009-05-15T16:32:00.004+08:00

boiling point

2009-05-13T03:43:00.002+08:00

where have they gone?
it's 3.44am & i cant get to sleep.

went to bed at 2am tossed and turned in bed and finally decides to get up now to do some work at this unearthly hour.

moreover, i got to get up at 6am which is less than 3 hrs time. woohooo!! i'm suffering from insomnia again must be the stress from the exam tml. yes tml! 2 papers back to back! woohoo! and i'm scared outta my wits. let's hope all my efforts will be paid off.

spent the whole day memorising theories. i hate hate hate theories. yikes.

where are the 2 best men that used to be in my life?

2009-05-11T03:05:00.002+08:00

jus heard juicy updates that i've been missing on.
it's been a long time since i last went out on a mission to party.
looking at those updates in facebook on the joots party stints that i've missed out was weird.
because i'm not in any of the pictures and i dont think i've ever like missed out on events before and that was my first. sobb. but anyways, i know i was outdated but at least i've some recent juicy updates about what have been going on. heee!
but............................. i dont really know how to react upon hearing it. honestly.

but anyways, i'm going to RANT! be prepared.

i'm so disappointed in u XXX.
i treated u like a xxx but yet i feel betrayed even thou' it was such a small issue.
doubt lynette felt the same way as i feel
u were supposed to but u didnt and yet u chose to ignore and went ahead with it.
ha! ok. now i know what kinda person u are.
now everyone knows what kinda person u are. they will sooner or later.
jus that i opened my eyes wide and let my trust my intuition this time round.
i shall erase all my memories i have with uu.
because u're not the one that i once knew

2009-05-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

let's say cheese

some evidences of me studying eh. hahahahahah! we had a really hectic week this wk. busy studying and the weekend is gona get worst.

saturday's dinner at pasta inc and sunday's zouk flea&easy.

and my exam's on thurs and it's at EXPO! how i wish busybee can pick me up and send me there. damn... it's freaking far.

oh yeah, not forgetting an impromptu steamboat session with the girls and jason at shu's place on tues. it was indeed impromptu man. steamboat with all the sickiesss.. but the food was soo good. too bad sunny couldnt join us cos she's sick as well. seems as thou' everyone's pretty much ill these few days must be the god-damn weather. ever-changing jus like my mood.

burger boy

something abt my 1st stint in the kitchen for my busybee earlier this week.

whipped up a simple aglio olio for nick for lunch, he likes it and wants it again.

the next day,

we tried to do it again at his place but then wrong choice of pan.

we used a non-stick pan and the pasta looks like char bee hoon. -.-

and nick thought by pouring olive oil, the pasta will not stick BUT!!! disaster man. the pasta not only turned out to look like char bee hoon it was also coated with a layer of oil. gracious me.

but it was really hilarious to the max man.

our next very attempt will be to add prawns, and other ingredients and the cousins will get to try the perfect one. hahahahha!

2009-05-06T15:38:00.003+08:00

i'm abit disappointed with myself.
when did i grow to be do dependent and so reliant on you?
that wasnt supposed to be the case.

i've got my own pride and dignity as a woman
and because of that, i wont budge even thou' the fault was not yours to claim

2009-05-02T00:38:00.003+08:00

yawns. . SO WHAT'S NEW TODAY?

woke up early to study,

realised that my throat is SOO MUCH BETTER. jeffoo is back.

head outta hse for a movie "wolverine" with n & his family n mom's friends.

weird combination i know. but still.....

anyways, at least there's a lil something new today. head to haji for our usual cripsy chix session

it's been a LONG LONG LONG TIME since we've chilled at haji. kinda miss those days.

exams exams exams! it's all about exams now. and bang is done with hers and i'm so jealous.

my first paper will be on thurs. :( and honestly, i cant said i'm prepared and i cant say i'm not prepared. confused mind.

i haven even planned my 21st birthday. how wonderful. too busy to bother about something like that actually cos I HATE TO PLAN or organise shit. i wish i can leave this task to n. butttt! i cant for the rest of my life i suppose, because he got the same birthday as me... sob..

that stupid pig is slping on the sofa snoring like a pig now. thank god he didnt sleep talk about the ships and the neighbour this time round. i'm all alone trying to focus now.

cant wait for supper with the star later. that irritating joot. hahahaahah!

oh ya. and for my bangkok trip i dont even know if we're stil going.

my mom and sister are risk-averse person. as the ASEAN summit might be held on the 3rd week of june which coincides with our trip, we might change it to Macau or HK instead but now, there's this latest updates new about HK having the 1st case of swine flu.

damnn!!! so what now?

go bandung laaaaaaaaaaaa.........

2009-04-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

I HAVE GOT A PRETTY BAD CASE OF TONSOLITIES!!!!

oh no, at this timing where my exam is jus next week. at this pt of time, where plenty of rest is out of the question.
damnn..

this whole week was spent recuperating.. damn damn damn damn damn!!!

2009-04-26T12:33:00.002+08:00

argh!!!!

in school on a SUNDAY!
lesson was USELESS!
REVISION CLASS WAS useless!

AND I'M OUT VENTURING ALONE SEEKING FOR A BENCH TO STUDY!!! heh!

2009-04-26T00:39:00.003+08:00

doe a dear a female deer

the past 2 mths wasnt easy for us. we've been busy being studious and busy planning our occasional fun. it seems as thou time travels at a speed of 90km/h. ok.. my illness of exaggerating is acting up again. anyways, we manage to squeeze out like 2 hrs of our time for some ice-cream session (THE WEATHER WAS INSANE and i had to HAD TO force him to island creamery for my REVERSE-O) & a trip to the home club to visit the poor cousins at the flea before heading back home.

and baby being a baby and baby being nice and baby being such a dear bf gave me a "voucher" to shop. hahahaah! & i bought 2 nice tops. hee!

the reason why he kept spending on me is because he's simply guilty! this month i collected like 2 parcel from him. he've got 3 BRAND NEW shirt from karmaloop and one freaking supra shoes and he bought 2 caps this mth and some other freaking stuff. he's loaded with money while i'm the poor one. wahahaahahah! but anways, yeah. HE SHOULD STOP SPENDING ON ME. mmm.. maybe he should save up all this money and get me a chanel. that would be nice. WAHAHAHAHAHA!

anyways, he brought me back to pasta inc on thurs to have a nice dinner. it's been a long time since we dine out in search for good pastas. but we finally curb our satisfaction there.

i'm growing. growing more fats outta my body.

have been having dinner at 10 11pm and i've been having indian for like the past weeks.

even today. my goodnesss..

i need to stop eating bar chor mee and indian food honestly.

i need to eat some sushiii

it's sushiii!!!!

2009-04-25T02:51:00.005+08:00

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AT THIS CRITICAL MOMENT!

i love u girls laaaaa...

things u guys did to help me de-stress are simply amazing.

suppers and suppers and suppers at JK and RK.

anyways, i've finally gotten rid of my nokiaaaaa and i've jus bought myself an htc. hee hee.

some extra encouragement for myself to push even harder!

let's hope all turns well.

i want to be a happy girl!

2009-04-19T11:49:00.002+08:00

here i am studying really hard and there u are thinking i'm in church? how amusing.

how disappointing and look how supportive u are.

2009-04-16T23:44:00.003+08:00

i do. i'll marry you, my precious notes.

CURRENTLY IN NEED OF SOME FUN

IN NEED OF SOME EXTRA TIME

IN NEED OF SOME DE-STRESS PILLS.

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ok. back to books.

2009-04-15T14:08:00.003+08:00

i see the greens and the browns.

so right now, im jus one of of 936471031 people in school trying to vie for a bench jus to have some studying done.

all trying to depict a picture that I'M SUPER DUPES HARDWORKING including me. shamelessly.

but nevertheless, i've got my boobearry sitting beside me now. at least there's some company. beats studying alone in this humid weather.

ohhhshit, i jus finished my 1st cup of coffeee and i haven even touched my book even since i switched on my previousmacky. =(

charged guilty.

2009-04-11T23:30:00.003+08:00

u're the greatest gift on earth!

SORRY BUT I REALLY NEED TO F****ING RANT!

i'm so M*****-F***-ING EXHAUSTED FROM ALL THE PREPARATION for my exams.

i'm so drained out & i need some fresh air and a tad bit of FUN desperately .

studied from 3pm till 4am yesterday.

got up at 830 and headed to school to study till 4pm and only managed to finish 4 questions.

and i'm officially ___________.

but thank god, i got to meet 1/3 of my girls today at chomp chomp for a mere half an hr before heading back to rest & guess what? i've got school on sunday from 10am till 5pm. BRAVOOOO!

2009-04-10T04:32:00.002+08:00

wanted to write abt something else..

but jus when i was organizing my thoughts, i got really distracted by something on facebook & when i view it,

goshhh!!!!

UNBELIEVABLE! UNBELIEVABLE! UNBELIEVABLE! UNBELIEVABLE!

UNBELIEVABLE! UNBELIEVABLE!UNBELIEVABLE! UNBELIEVABLE!

cant really explain how unbelievable it can be. but wells, it's their life.

but still UNBELIEVABLE! wait till nick knows abt it. we'll prolly laugh our arse out & will prolly wonder how it works.

aint it painful when u kang??? mmmmm..

2009-04-05T03:53:00.003+08:00

revolves around my girls.

fri - met the girls for bing's birthday & fullerton afters

sat - moon's ROM + helipad with the girls

sun - spring remembrance day with the girls

mon - ktv with the girls

tues - forgot

wed - obar with the girls

thurs - hairloom + SMU with the girls

fri - hairloom + obar with the girls

sat - town + hee ta lou + prawning session with the girls,shuai & jason

sun - SMU with sunny + starry

what a week! & am not guilty because i studied in the afternoon!!! heee heee.

this week's gona be the last week for all the crazy nights.

i'm gona hibernate for a while with my books. and i think i should.

2009-04-02T05:25:00.003+08:00

it's time that one of you break that cool.

things had already escalated to the point where everything jus irks u.

it seems as thou' everyone is against u

it seems as thou' everyone is out to hurt u and u are left out there in the open, looking for that comfort zone.

it's time to thrash things out.

i'm not siding anyone. i'm not being biased here. but look, either one of u had known one another for 23 years in ur life! u jolly well know what kinda person he/she is.

no pt forcing & there's no need to enforce ur virtues in one another. u guys are 2 different entity with 2 different personality & mentality.

the only common thing u have is the blood that flows within ur body.

yes. it's the stress. STRESS CAN BE RELIEVED EVENTUALLY!

but u jus need to know how to manage ur stress!

listen to your heart and do what u think is best.

there's no need to think abt other externalities because its abt the 2 of u which needs to clear things out. u aint a superman nor a superwoman where u can satisfy both parties.

i once see a very sweet siblings but where did all that go?

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anways, just came back from a trip to obar with the star&bo. all because the apple collector is out to harvest her apples again. NOT A BAD HARVEST THOU.

but being the giannnn sunny, she came out again to meet us for supper & we actually head all the way down to JOOCHIAT!! but the food was definitely worth the trip down. haha!

THE crowd was definitely out of the ordinary (in a bad way). very disappointing.

weird weird weird people that nv fail to crack our day up!

really really love this picture of me and booziry!!

2009-04-01T16:06:00.003+08:00

SNOWBALL-ed.

things are jus beyond my control. my brain is like a time-bomb, ready to explode at any rate.

must be that hidden characteristic that no one knows & tries so hard to decipher.

woke up earlier this morning with the intention to study. but ended up whipping up some decent meal for me and jel. (oven baked chix + baked beans) wahahahahaha!

prep time 0.

jus put everything in the oven and viollaaaa!

but anyways, the horrible part is i had to clean the oven cos it was grossly greasy and okk. simply gross.. + the undergarments and my hand is all crumpled and wrinkled now.

i'm not tryin to be a sissy here but i HATE domestic work. how to be a perfect wife?

i love to cook but i hate washing. hate the feeling of my hand turning into a prune.

that's how terrible when we are maidless. the house will have to be extremely clean to be inspect by mother ong.

i wonder how my life is going to be without lunch. gona be yikess...

2009-03-29T03:40:00.005+08:00

how many people must i get pissed in a week?

now i think there's either something wrong with me or something wrong with these peeps.

if u cant take it speak!

not inform your authority.

thank you.

whatever.. i need to have a good japanese buffet feast soon!!!

2009-03-28T06:06:00.002+08:00

i'm getting really irritated with someone recently.

and guess what? i saw this coming & im afraid this day will come cos it's bad.

maybe i'm getting too serious and i think it's time for jeffoo to take her tension pills.

sucks.

2009-03-27T02:25:00.005+08:00

there're times when i'm oblivious of my surrounding but i chose to ignore for the better or worse i aint sure.

but it's times like that when it dawned on me that hey, why do i have to put thru all these?

i have no idea how many obstacles we've to go thru to finally be hurdle-free.

more and more tricks are popping outta nowhere but i aint pushing the blame on anyone.

jus pretty upset that why does this have to befall on them.

i'm not the main character in this story but still, it's indirectly affecting me.

i mean i have to get use to the "change" too right? it's like a pretty drastic change for me.

and i hate to change because ok.. i've been over-indulged with everything. and i hate it when i kinda expect things to be done because i crave for that treatment again. i know it's bad but still... i need time to change.

i can live for myself, do things myself and not be accountable to anyone except my parents becos men is substitutable (sorry nick,i still love u. dont be mad with this statement cos u know me. wahahahahaha!)

women can live w/o men jus that they aint use to it & the fact that u'll die a spinster scares the bejabbers outta everyone.

i used to want to marry young. but now, i'm really thinking twice man.

having kids is another -.- thing unless u're financially stable because it's really scaryyyy!

my gosh! i'm really scared man the thought of them growing up to be like their mummy!

i dont want my kids to grow up behaving like me or be a freaking nerd. haha!

my mind is exploding!

i hate that tension everysingle time i make the trip down

i hate the fact we have to "fight" for our rights to head out.. damn.. this is hard man.

it's harder than taking my UOL exam because i've no idea how long will this last....

2009-03-26T13:54:00.001+08:00

I'M LEFT WITH SPRAINED ANKLE after a night of studying. sucks

2009-03-24T19:26:00.002+08:00

as much as we have been arguing..

i've got a new gift!!!!

INSIGHT Beanpole Raw Denim in Deep Indigooo!!

loving the cut and the way the denim hugs my calfs.

2009-03-24T13:25:00.004+08:00

the hen was on the run with her chicks last saturday and they ended up at oooobar.

usual place la hur.. hee!

MOON THE HENNN..

The chicks

some of the tools used to sabotage the hen. shall not go into details because thou' shall not divulge the night.

kama sutra's condoms

nutella choco

men men men & more men

how can a hen's night be without men right?

anyways, i had a blast for some reason. but the night ended with 2 dramas.

1) the hen left without her chicks because of some $#()$*$#* nonsense between the older joots

2) sunny called the police because 2 dudes were actually harassing us and hurling verbal abuse @ us. but guess what? they were such a dicky they fled in a cab

so we left the place at like 630am? god. we were practically stranded there waiting for the police + it was raining woof & meow.

now i cant wait for this fri. cos i hope we're gona have something to do.

i need an outlet to relieve my stress.

i cant deal with so much stress at the moment.

not jus about school.......

gona hit the books @2.3pm!!!

2009-03-20T01:23:00.002+08:00

i did a good job for studying 2 hrs straight before my parents & sisters came back which equates to NOISE.

6 members in the ong family + the maid and the genes from my mom's side = NOISE NOISE NOISE AND NOISE!

i've never felt so hyped up about mugging in my entire life and i'm really amazed with myself.

i guess i've got the bug from bang.

the momentum is kicking up and i really hoped i dont lose it in a few days time.

now, i've lost the thrill to party this weekend and i'm not kidding.

i've wasted too much time doing crazy nonsensical things like facebooking(which is really addictive i can jus click on the refresh button a zillion time) but i'm glad the new layout sucks cos it means i wont log in so often.

and now, it's mugging time because the house is all quiet cos everyone's in their own lil dreamland.

i'm back to my books.

i'm a new geek in the making.

2009-03-19T05:37:00.002+08:00

came home at such an unearthly hour yet i wasnt able to head to bed.

i guess i've pretty much over-worked my brain and it's making me very vigilant.

2009-03-16T22:22:00.004+08:00

TODAY'S THE DAY I DID BRAZILIAN for the very first time!

head down to hairloom and had my threading and waxing done.

what an experience and i urge u guys to do it soon.

i was soo jumpy everytime the strip was pulled off. wahahaha! and laughing my way thru with the therapist.

i'm going there soon for my facial session!!!

ok ciao, gonna drink my black chicken souppp & hopefully studyy abits before heading to bed.

hairloom is located @ the arcade level 3 jus beside raffles place mrt station.

2009-03-16T05:11:00.003+08:00

this week had been pretty hectic or should i say this whole entire month.

been meeting the starry and sunny almost every night @ SMU even today.

those 2 crazy girls are simply hilarious in a way.

one had to sneak out in the middle of the night while her husband is deep in his sleep and the other was so bored at home she dont mind coming down to watch me study.

met aaron for dinner & study time today and he treated me to a peranakan cuisine at rendezvous hotel all because he make me wait for 50 mins!!! gosh.

i cant stand late-comers. must be my anxiety problem acting up again.

TIME FOR MEDICATION!!!

celebrated bo's 21st and sunny 30th this mth and with like close to 500 pictures on the web.

same location and almost the same pictures every time but..

with a different excitement and different surprises at the end of the night.

had a hotel room @ gallery for specially for drunkards and because it's a walking distance from double o.

and an anonymous who actually reserved a table for 10 at swisshotel merchant court. thanks to that "stranger" anyway.

it's bing's birthday celebration and moon's ROM and hen's night this weekend.

i wonder why are there so many upcoming events out of a suddenn.

** no time for picture sake. still waiting for pictures to be up on facebook.

2009-03-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

the moment i stepped into the house, there's this inexplicable feeling in me.

it's neither happy nor sad but rather heavy.

pictures of him are everywhere.

the sofas where he use to sit and lie in the morning, afternoon,evening and night seems incomplete without him now.

he used to tease me for being a glutton and he would always asked if nick has bring me to this place where they sell really good chicken rice, indian food or yadayada places to eat and that he would one day bring me there too. but i'll never get that chance anymore.

the food that we fancy like japanese food are jus one of the many things that we have in common.

my only regret is that i'll never get a chance to bring him out for a sumptuous meal anymore.

he's someone i look upon like my father because i know he'll dote on me like his child.

when i was working @ alexandra and had to go to SIM for bridging, he gave me a lift even thou' there's always a busy traffic because he knows that i'll be late. not just once or twice but a couple of times when he was still well enough to drive.

it must be really tough for nick & his family. i can hardly imagine the pain they have felt esp nick's mum.
but what i'm glad his dad has finally found peace after 2 years of battle with cancer.
it's been a long time since i've seen him so peaceful and asleep.

and he looks really peaceful.

i miss you.

2009-03-09T03:16:00.001+08:00

nick's dad jus passed on yesterday at 10.07pm.

i hope he's really in peace & i'll always miss him.

2009-03-08T03:28:00.002+08:00

today was spent you-tubing for ktv songs. ALL THANKS TO BEDS. -.-!

but i had to stop singing & yelling at the top of my voice because BOBO had to organise a boon-tong-kee session. who the hell can resist boon tong kee's chicken rice?!?!?

the food was as yummy as ever & nick manage to satisfy his oh-so-long craving.

so right now, we(bobo,kelv,star,me,nick) are at nick's place playing risk & citidels with POTATOCHIPS. plenty of potato chips.

we'll soon be fat babies if this carries on.

and star jus mentioned "COME TO MY HSE TML AND SHE'LL COOK SPAG!" -.-

TELL ME HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT.

2009-03-07T16:10:00.002+08:00

LOVE/HATE

i hate it when my posts are starting to be not-visual.

all thanks to inconsiderate photographer of the night. opps!

its an orphan week for me this week. my parents are out of town again.

but there's nothing happy abt cos i'm still doin the same thing i did when they're ard.

i've been pretty much occupied with my books till my period came like yesterday.

and now, i've got no mood to do anything.

i'm bed-ridden. and i detest that feeling!!!!

the girls' had their own girls' night out yesterday galavanting their night away.

wanted to head to timbre but it was packed to the brim and after many rounds of "where should we go?" we settled on beds with jason and shuai.

that place?? is pretty mmmmmm.. not much positive comments but with the company i'm with, everything jus fun.

to come to think abt it, this whole week has been about spent with baby&the joots because the joots are kind enough to accompany me and nick to SMU to study while they gossip!! i love that feeling.

2009-02-26T03:46:00.001+08:00

HAVE BEEN STUDYING @ SMU NON-STOP with some timbre music in the background.

woohooo!!!

2009-02-20T02:36:00.003+08:00

HEART-ATTACK!

i'm not exaggerating but i felt like it's one of the worst day i've ever felt!

my plans were foiled.

i couldn't wake up for yoga, i felt like shit, i dragged myself to school and i couldn't concentrate in class!

nothing can be worst than feelin like that. honestly speaking, it was horrible.

and i knew i had to head out for a breather! i had to seek for some fun.

so i met nick for dinner & met bang and the guys after for some chilling session @ haji.

tried their seesha and it was also horrible. played games but our attention span was very short-lived.

had supps @ kayu which was the best part of the day so far.

2 days of intense studying & i'm already feeling this way. oh goshie me!

and i'm like officially broke until peoplemanagement decides to pay me what they owe.

freaking $$800 bucks and they took like 3 mths since the assignment. wtff!???

I NEED CASHH KACHING.

I NEED MONEY.

THE ALLOWANCES I'M TAKING IS NOT SUFFICE WITH THE LIFESTYLE I'M LEADING AT ALL! shit that.

2009-02-19T03:47:00.002+08:00

BRAIN OVERLOAD

this week has been pretty much insane.

too much studying is BAD. honestly. it's starting to take a toll on everyone of us!

me,nick,edwin&mae were @ SMU studying since 6pm to 3am yesterday.

and we were studying from 10pm-2.30am @ west coast macs earlier on!

but i'm pretty sure i'm nv going to study at macs again.

firstly, it's not even a conducive place to study. secondly, the food & the noise are what we call "distractions".

me and edwin shared a 20 piece nugget apparently. how healthy can that be.

it's either home or SMU now.

but the plan doesnt include studying tml.

WE ALL NEED A BREAK xcept edwin (assignment due on fri).

so i hope i'll be able to get some shopping done, do some yoga, head to school and head home for some quality time in the comfort of my own personal space

and we'll start the SMU ball rolling again on fri,sat,sun & hopefully nxt week.

ALOT OF EVENTS COMING UP NXT WEEK! goshhh..

2009-02-13T01:41:00.003+08:00

women should never succumb to men for they are jus

another bunch of losers.

2009-02-10T12:27:00.001+08:00

JEFFOO IS A BAD BAD GIRL..

she skipped school today.

i need to re-tune my body clock.

i need to only have 6 hrs of slp.

i cant have more than that.

2009-02-10T01:59:00.003+08:00

BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS!!!! I'M SOO DEAD honestly.

every single time i stepped into school, i'll see students mugging their brains out.

flipping notes, doing projects, pen-ing down every single words they think that helps.

but i dont see me in them.

i feel that urge, that anxiety but i'm still happily eating & singing my life away.

happily chilling my soul away.

and i'm only left with less than a mth for my MOCK.

and 3 mths away from my FINAL.

and today, i left school hastily for town cos bang needs me.

reached, chatted, cabbed to her place for some steammy session.

i love that shark fins soup. wahahahhaa!

and that meatball and that chicken.

look what i meant when i say i'm eating my life away...

i tried studying for an hr, reading 6 pages of my notes on put and call parity with my laptop on and facebook logged on.

babymae said i'm a facebook whore which i dont deny.

facebooking is now a SIN.

on a happier happier note, I'M HEADING TO BANGKOK IN JUNE with my family.

on a sadder note, it means no privacy for me.

no lalalaalalala-ing.

no drinking.

no partying.

BUT WHATEVER. everything is gona be paid for i hope!

im not gona head back to my book.

i'm gona head back to my bed.

& i'm gona wake up early for school omg.

DREAD IT.

2009-02-06T15:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY "NIU" YEAR = i'm a lazy ass!

ive been mugging mugging & had been going out. but i think im pretty discipline sometimes.
wahahahahaha!
jus that i really hate it when i've got sudden craving for beer or wine.
i think im half way there to becoming an alcoholic. but fret not.

this new year is the same as every other year. visitings since day 1 till day 7.
i was pretty amazed thou'. it's recession but my ang pao collection was more than every other year. hence, im a happy kid. hahahaha!

day 1
day 2
reunion dinner @ TP

due to the laziness of jellybeanie, im only able to grab these few pics from her blog. -.-

there are 2 new additions this year.

marcus wong (bang) and edwin lee (mae).. wahahahaahahahahha!

CONGRATS PEOPLE.

zouk tonight + beer!

i had to satisfy my hunger. it's been way too long!!!

i was supposed to start reading at 230 den 3 den 315 and now, its 330 but i'm stil happily wasting my precious time away.

ok. ciaooo~~

2009-01-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

i so wana drink today but i have to stay at home to help out

moreover mae cant get out of her crib.

sick mann!!!

on another hand, i hope this year will really be a good year.

firstly, it didnt started well enough.

secondly, i cant help but feel a tinge of disappointment with someone i love and trust.

but i hope he/she does feel a tad bit guilty.

it's like i lost a friend.

SUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2009-01-24T04:38:00.003+08:00

LIAT TOWERS STARBUCKS

AYAM PENYAT @ LUCKY

RED-DOT @ DEMPSEY

5 TOWERS

11 SUSPECTS

RAW EGGS WITH BEERRRRRRRR.. yikessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss maximumm

MERLIONED TWICE

MR PRATA

HOME SWEET HOMEEEE...

i'll leave the unhappy matters aside because @ the end of the night, we're still happy babies.

2009-01-22T23:17:00.004+08:00

squid ink pasta is the best!!!

my seafood pasta.

pan-fried veal.

haji lane....

apple-mint seeshaaa!!!

2009-01-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

HEADING TO VELVET IN A WHILE!!!!
WINE BAR WITH MAEEEE MAEEEEEEE..........................

I STUDIED I STUDIED FOR 2 HRS. guilt-free for now...

2009-01-21T15:03:00.002+08:00

my champion

yesterday was soo funn!!!

it's been a long time since i spent alone time with my babyboo.

it's our 16th yesterday & he had everything so well-planned. nothing cliche.

but he kinda spoiled everything cos that dumbdumb had his plan noted down in his hp's calendar & it was all over the screen. so i kinda ruin my own surprise.

he brought me to pasta inc.

we were the only customer there.

really quiet and great ambience. i had wineeee. heh

the pasta is really nice!!!! it's been a long time since i had such a yummilicious pasta at a pretty reasonable price. about 25 per person.

we ordered 1 main dish and 2 pastas. FOR 3 PERSON!

but obviously, the night cant end without our seesha @ haji.

it was pretty impromtu.

and caught a a movie "changeling" at cine. it was soo GOOD!

the movie is really worth every penny. it's like 2.5 hours long.

and it's based on a true story! i love true stories...

the night was really great. we did everything we love.

after all the lalalala the night before, im glad everything's the same as before.

he's by far the best boyfriend ever. the champion boyfriend.

2009-01-18T02:35:00.003+08:00

yesterday was pretty amazing even thou' the night ended on a different note.

we played dressed up with the guys.

so everyone was supposed to be formal.

the guys were all in suits and the girls in their dresses. it seems as thou' we're heading to the PROM.

but not me.... cos i didnt know it was supposed to be formal i jus dressed up. but whatever.

LOOF & KTV afters with endless singings & crazy doings.

but mae didnt do her split. sads.

today i decide to spend time with my babyboo & the joots.

head over to nick's aunt place for their early reunion dinner & haji afters!

spend time gossiping & QT with my babymaee chong.

mann.. i see her everyday! but i miss her still. haha!

spend our time seesha-ing @ haji and sorting out certain issues which leaves us no ending still..

but we're gona do our POST CHRISTMAS gift exchanging tml!!!!!

anyways, PICTURES UP SOON!!!!

jeffoo has to study!! i've been sayin this like almost everyday but still no act done!

i've got to seriously get my act tgt.

ONE DAY OF STUDYING &

ONE DAY OF PLAYING should suffice.

2009-01-15T10:08:00.001+08:00

off to yoga!

thanks for the nixon watch!

MANY MANY LATE NIGHTS!

BBQ PARTY @ MARC'S TML!

woo wooo weet!

2009-01-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

had an impromptu wine session with the girls mae,bang&star yesterday @ skatepark.

each of us were supposed to bring something.

i bought the wine, mae was supposed to bring the cups but she did not (and we ended up drinking right up from the bottle) and bang was in charged of the skinnies.

nights like that are always great but it doesn't do any good to our livers in the long run.

sooo.. we had a talking-fest about guys, love & whatsnot, gulping down the wine & happily allowing those lil mossies feed on us..

what do you expect when u put 4 girls together? it's either we create havoc(by dancing ard like some irritants) or talk like there's tml. hahahahah!

hopped over to tim's place @ ladyhill to watch the guys. they were too engrossed in their soccer that me and mae jus sit in a lil corner and talk NON-STOP!

jus give us a lil space and we can talk and have our lil fun in that mini-corner.

his place's jus like a freaking mini resort. u'll be amazed.

anyways, I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY BOOKS.

too many lil distractions in the hse and u're one of them. my mac.

2009-01-11T14:33:00.004+08:00

the night ended with us loitering ard forum for the guys to sober up.

,with favian bring his beloved toilet roll back home, with mae not wanting to go home...

we're pretty much all happy kids. haha!

2009-01-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

I'M SUFFERING FROM A MASSIVE HANGOVER FROM 8AM TILL NOW!

all the wine & the beer + the KTV were enough to satisfy my friday needs.

and because i have to pay my exams fee this morning at 8, i only had 3 hrs to sleep.

wanted to ARMI ARMI! but we heard it was pretty insane.

so the craving for singing kinda kicks in.

pictures will be up soon once MISS BANG WAWA sends the pictures.

this week had been pretty insane. late-nights all the way since tues.

WINE WINE WINE WINE WINE! the craving for wine was really intense.

mae and i are now an alcoholic.

i love the way she behave when she's on a different level than usual. crazy lil baby girlll.....

i'm home by 11pm on a saturday night.

WEIRDDDDD.....

2009-01-09T18:39:00.001+08:00

cant people jus fucking make a plan asap.

i'm so sick of waiting man.

2009-01-05T21:20:00.004+08:00

so asphyxiating

RED ALERT!!

exams in 5 mths time.

i could feel the adrenaline rush.

i've been having an inexplicable amount of fun after christmas.

it've been really eventful.

soo much intensity AND too much alcohol.

so liver and lung damaging.

right now, i should seriously start getting the momentum to study.

but.......

im really very tempted to head out for some wine.

2009-01-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

i can never hide my emotions.

hence, i can never understand people who hide theirs.

but i'll try to put myself in their shoe and understand them better.

2009-01-03T18:48:00.001+08:00

new yr was great yet scary. wahahahaha!

dont want to go into details.

visit bang's blog for kpo-iesss.

2008-12-31T14:05:00.003+08:00

ktv session with the boyzz (marc, edwin, fabian) and the girlsss (mae,nett,bang) was great!

not forgetting the impromptu steamboat session beforehand really satisfies me to the max!

all the alcohol is gona burn my liver soon. it's been a really long time since i had soo much fun hanging out with fun-loving peeps. something out of the ordinary. something different.

it's great to get out of the routine at times.

for some reason, i have the tendency of playing the piano when i wake up every morning even before brushing my teeth. weird.

it's new yr eve today, let's see what impromptu plan can we make.

2008-12-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

what should i do on the 31st? mmmm..

2008-12-28T05:32:00.003+08:00

in our context, u're the sleazebuggiepooo.

we're not your preyy.

that's why i ran. wahahaha!

2008-12-27T15:19:00.003+08:00

Christmas @ seasons & evelyn

christmas this year was pretty quiet.
and ive gt more gifts than last yr!!! heh.
anyways, its about the joy of giving. i had fun distributing presents and i'm glad they love it.

had a party held @ jason's place on fri.

and because the theme was red or green, this are the bunch of people who didnt follow the rule and was classified as others. jas and bing feels so maligned. hahahahaha!

and we are the REDD!!! HAHAHAH!
but the best part of christmas wasnt this, it was the party i attended @ philips abandon condo yesterday.

the adequate amount of drinks, the music is sufficient enough.

the crowd is jus a bonus! wahahahah! but obviously, they're a friendly bunch of people to start with.

mae and i started drinking @ 830 man, and u know how much i detest drinking.

by 12, 1 we were all zoned out.

and jus when i was so zoned out, bang& star had to call me to ask if it was fun. like duh, i couldnt even speak. i murmured. and thru' that, they came. cos this only indicate that there's BOOZE PLENTY OF BOOZE!

they came much later and they had to abide by the hserule to down 3 shots but i guess its a bad move because shortly after star arrived, she jus slp. what a waste!!!!!!

even thou' i hardly even know anyone there, but im glad everyone kinda lossen up at the end of the night... and thats when the fun beginss......

we were exercising while vitamin A is in our body.

i got home @ 3am, puked my way back. slept, and woke up at 6am to eat maggi and went back to slp again!

i was cursin and swearing to myself never will i drink so much again. pretty insane to slp and wake up @ 6am to eat hur?

2008-12-26T17:14:00.001+08:00

IRRITATING IRRITATING IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

DING-DONG BELLS.

nick's checked
mae's checked
nick's parents checked
parents checked
secret present for family checked

joot's exchange present the only one outstanding.

today's like a crazy shopping day!!!! i jus burnt a hole in my pocket buying all kinds of present.
but it was really fun! splurging is always fun. hahaha!
it's a love/hate relationship when it comes to christmas. heh.

accompanied zm to T&CO yesterday. he's such a love!
he needs his sister to be with him because that ungrateful bastaard has never gotten any one a gift except for a crumpler cig pouch(how encouraging) he got for me and thats a apologetic gift not a birthday gift! idiot.
but it's nice spending time with him once in awhile because we're always busy.
eras & manda joined us afterwards too and so we set aside time for our usual spinelli chill-out session & the north kids took a ride home with a smile on our face and buttocks.

2008-12-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

it's a pity things didnt work out.

i wished for the best.

it makes me upset knowing what's going on yet i can only do this much.

i thought of my past which up till now, i can still hardly forgive myself.

being in the middle isnt a difficult thing at all as long as i am able help u both achieve what u want.

but its really too far-fetched.

u've let me see how vulnerable u are, and you've unknowingly thrown me into a state where all i hope for is for u to be able to stand up on your 2 feet again. i hate to see u like this cos i know u dont deserve to be treated that way.

2008-12-21T04:13:00.002+08:00

jus got back from another blu'jazz outing with the cousins.

had irwin to send me back home. thanks neighbour! u're officially the best neighbour now.

attended nadiah's & jumar wedding earlier in the day. im honestly truly happy for that girl.

she've finally stepped into another phrase of her life thats she've been yearning for.

even thou' she's only 20 but still, having to see her grow and mature since i know her 7 years ago was indeed heart-warming. i nearly teared when i saw how pretty & happy she was.

since i know her, she've been consistently struggling in her studies & her relationship. i remembered how disappointed i was when i know she've dropped from express to NA but nevertheless, i chose to stood by her & be by her side whenever she encounter any problems with her love.

thou' we've lost contact ever since she left school. i'm glad she still rmbers me & i hope she'll attend my weddin in the future. haha!

2008-12-18T20:55:00.003+08:00

drowning in my asahi

right now, i'm blogging & drinking a can of asahi & my nose is really irritating the hell outta me.

friends come and go.

& it really doesnt bother me that much now.

2008-12-16T15:48:00.005+08:00

"30% of hardwork, 40% of human connections & 30% of sheer luck is the recipe of being a successful entrepreneur."

"singapore is a place where there is perfect competition & with that, it makes u strive even more"

these are the only 2 sentences which i remember from darren who i met from the oil&gas fair.

he's only 28 and he owns like god knows how many companies is he involved in.

i guess meeting keith sazali & darren @ le noir yesterday was not a very bad thing.

it's all about business ethnics and to put it really bluntly, it's about making use of individuals.

AND DAD, WHO SAYS COMING BACK LATE=PLAYING ARD.

i'm pulling strings now to aid me in my future career!

even speaking to keith was great about the modeling industry. since it've been a fashion stylist for like 15 years. he does know business as well.

i know what we've discussed will be realised soon.

DAYS LIKE THAT NEVER FAIL TO SATISFY ME.

at least i've learnt something new everyday.

on what's happening and what's nt @ zoukout, i think i'll let the pictures do the talking.
but all i want to say is "I WANT ZOUKOUT AGAIN!!!!!!"

HOME SWEET HOMEEEE

2008-12-14T17:11:00.005+08:00

ive officially decided to cut off all ties with my skinny white friend.
& i'm really proud that i'm able to you know tolerate that nonsense for soo long even PARTYING!

so pple, i'm trying my best to remain healthy & kicking alive with good skin but the only thing i'm really afraid of is putting on weight. darnnn.

but if u ever see me with my skinny white friend again, kindly kick me in the ass.

guys or girls. i allow u to do that. heh.

Phuture on the ROLL 10 dec 2008

2008-12-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

phuture never fails to put me on pins&needles

i'm disgusted by your pathetic actions. oblivious to the situations ard u but still, u chose to do things that's simply honestly unethical.

i'm utterly disgusted & grossed out.

enough about all the shitty things,

went to zouk last night with my ladies! pictures wont be up anytime soon cos nett's camera miraculously appeared in my handbag today! crap....

but it was all good. music was great. company was great. but the girls each had their own lil partners @ the end of the day and i was left alone with irwin and kelvin. hahahaahahaha! but whatever it is, i'm happy they're having fun.

nick tried surprising me again by picking me up from sch the help of nett but NETT! UR FACE GAVE IT ALL AWAY MAN!

hahaha! lousy lousy actress.

oh yeah oh heee, i bough a new skinnies! i haven been wearing jeans for like 1 year and soo! but i went all out to buy a dr denim skinnies @ wooonderland yesterday & was served by a pretty cute guy(opps! sorry nick) hahahahah! but yeah.

& i'm loving my skinnies.

zoukout on sat!!!!!

2008-12-10T02:07:00.005+08:00

STEVE AOKIIIII IS BACK TO ROCK ZOUK DOWN AGAINNN..

this time round, we've decided to make our "debut" appearances @ zouk with some funky hairstyle.

nick with the afroo hair

jeffoo & bang with shades of pink bob

me with nick's afro. hahahha!

us with the funky hair.

this time round it was pretty disappointing. he wasnt as crazy as the previous time. he was DRINKING MINERAL WATERR!! my goodness.

and there were basically fights everywhere. catfights dogfights?

why did it happened this time round but not the previous. weird.

but as singaporean as we can, we manage to sit right smack in front of the barriers for like 2 hrs till he came out at 1am!

our bladder are all well-trained.

i didnt even used the freaking toilet till 4am.

he all ended really good! i know i'm pretty contradictive but yeah! thou' he wasnt as great but he did manage to bring our craziness high up to the skyy!

he was holding to bang's hand. she must be too gayyy to even speak

hard-core fan of steve

and when the night ended,

we were all stranded at the hotel all thanks to the pouring rain.

it was simply crazy. we were freezing cold.

but it's a punishment for us girls who asks us to wear till so lil la?!

but all thanks to my babyboo's van, we managed to squeeze like about 10-15 of us in there all the way to amk for supper. i kinda pity the people who had to queue for taxi at the hotel. it was insane.

the night ended with a smile. it's also JANIS BANG'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GIRL!

hope she had fun too! lol!

jus cant wait for zoukout @ this moment. it gona be FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!

2008-12-01T22:30:00.004+08:00

yay! jeffoo has got a 4-day job like so finally.

but in the expense of not being able to attend 2 days worth of lesson.

guilty guilty. but the $$ is good anyway.

today's the opening of my cousin's sunny & our friend sharon's threading/makeup/waxing/facial.

all the girly girly things @ the arcade level 3 called hairloom.

girls who happen to pop by this site and are interested in threading can head there! IT'S REALLY GOOD.

the decorations are really nice esp their pin-up girl. heh!

anyway, pics will be up soon.

babyboo tried to surprise me with 6th ave nasi bryani today bt i kinda spoil it!!! wahahaha!

but anyways, really appreciate it. loveee

2008-11-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

when things jus doesnt seems to go the way it should be?

it's best that people talk things out.

otherwise, misunderstanding will eventually lead to a sour r/s.

me and bang are jus like that. we'll be frank with one another & if we heard about things that doesnt do both of us any good?

we'll jus phone one another to clarify things. aint that how it should be?

this is what i call mutual trust.

and i give my trust to her even thou' she doesnt tell me certain things until things happened (bang bang!) bt since i'm a gemini, i'm willin to brush it all aside as long as we still love one another.

CHRIS IS BACK AGAINNNNNNNN... gona go pick him up @ the airport @ 6am!

2008-11-28T01:52:00.002+08:00

s c h o o l s h o u l d b e i n m y a r s e .

i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.

felt so grouchy. it's like a new feeling.

i've nv felt like that before.

went to school with a throbbing headache & a stiff neck.

had a full lunch @12 and had another full meal @ 5. for some reason i was extremely hungry.

complained to jean that i'm feeling really grouchy for NO PARTICULAR REASON.

came home. slpt, woke up had a chee kueh.

& i'm currently drowning in a pool of notes.

i've nv felt so lost in microecons class man. today's the first.

tell me all about it.

my body is jus breaking into pieces.

i hope i'm jus one of those insignificant letter in my note. maybe a letter j or z.

i'm relieving my stress thru' blogging! what a dumbshit.

i need to eat!

i've lost my train of thoughts.

i thought coffee helps but it didnt. what a dumbshit x2.

and i feel like slping now.

what a complain queen.

what a confuse child.

2008-11-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

jeffooo wants steve aoki's manja!

stay strong

because you have the courage

smile because it brightens each soul.

my body clock is soooo sooo screw up!

i started waking up late for classes.

started sleeping @ only 4am in the morning.

started feeling lethargic in the mid-day.

& all these are simply taking a toll on me!

sometimes i wished for a longer day for me. 24 hrs is not enough. 48 hours should be pretty suffice.

anyway, nick's dad is feeling soo much better now! yay!

we love food! so with him feeling better, they can continue their adventure of bringing me out to places which i haven been too.

today, nick and i were supposed to head to school @ 12. SUPPOSED TOOO.

but all thanks to me, we headed to SP for lunch.

mann, where else can i eat delicious yong tau foo for freaking only 1.75?

for nick, chicken rice (jia fan, jia dan) for only 2.50!

wahahahaahahahahah!

i'm a happy girl when it comes to food.

yoga&townnn+study tmllll...!!!!

2008-11-22T16:56:00.002+08:00

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!

yet again, my plans were all foiled. wanted to acc. niku today & head to suntec to see the working joots. but i've gotta head to crowne plaza hotel for a dinner with my grandparents.

and i hafta drive all the way from woodlands to bukit panjang to terminal 3 and vice versa at night! my gosh. i nd some REAL MUSIC to stay awake.

thank god it've stopped raining.

baby's dad had to be admitted again. which is pretty depressing for all.

he's a nice person & he doesnt deserve to be treated like that.

and i heard from jel that sali got into a bike accident during her practical that hurt her pelvis and the doc doesnt know when she can walk again! might be temporary.

scaryy man!

this is crazy but

lets hope all goes well.

2008-11-20T03:40:00.003+08:00

it's kinda gross to know that girls that you know who call themselves "models" actually takes up or attempt to offer "discreet" assignments to you.

i mean if you have a beautiful face and body why do you have to resort to such kinda means.

i'm pretty shocked to know that your assignments include being an escort. my gosh.

pretty down-grading aint it?

2008-11-18T12:57:00.003+08:00

i tossed and turned in bed, desperately trying to find a solution to get to school faster cos i've overslept which obviously has no other solution if i refuse to get up at that very moment but still.....

after knowing that my parents didnt leave me any penny yet again frustrates me to the core which obviously didnt motivate me to go to school at all.

it's so freaking disappointing and unfair.

till then......

2008-11-16T15:44:00.002+08:00

this weekend was hell!

went out late & came home early! like wee early in the morning.

like yesterday was crazy enough.

went to haji for the event, thought like since there's free beer and friends there why not head down. but obviously 80% of the reason was the beer.

so we got there at 11 and viola! there's no beer left for us. must be the muddy people. heh.

chilled at cafe le majis for like 4 hrs! and nick & mae has to leave. so i left with zac & the bangs sisters touring ard spore & finally ended u at zouk. all thanks to zac & smallbang.

winebar @ 330am! jus to freaking peoplewatch. jus to freaking laugh at drunk people, eat the overpriced sausage with mashed potato & drinks.

my gosh. thats probably one of the craziest thing i have done with them. and we stayed there till 5 plus. they were happy cos they manage to get in free for 15 mins but i didnt obviously cos i was happily chattin with jason (my polymate) outside.

what i find ridiculous was they were in there for like a mere 15 mins. but when they were out, they had soo much things to say about it. weird.

it's chilling in suburban area day for me. i'm sick of heading out unless anyone wants to pick me up. haaaa

2008-11-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

prawning @ bishan

gala dinner @ shangri-la

inauguration @ this club that used to be nicknamed "the multi-millionaire club" but now? millionaires dont go there anymore i guess. there remains the PIONEER BATCH of entrepreneurs. feel kinda heart-warming when i went for the dinner. felt as thou i was attending history lesson. it's pretty interesting to know in the olden days, pple strived really hard to make singapore what we are now.

like honestly.

gonna head to town tml to catch a movie and do some work!!!!

2008-11-03T23:39:00.006+08:00

THE WEEKENDS WHORESSS

STARRY had a well-planned birthday party. SHE'S SOO THICK-SKIN SHE WANTS HER BIRTHDAY TO END TILL SAT! NEEENNN-MIND. we the june babies will have the whole month of june to ourselves. we make sure they will be choked with parties. haha!
we had steamboats at downtown east. some uncle was like saying "pple who come here got steamboat are siao" but we beg to differ. we love steammyboats.

many pple came. starry's friends, colleagues+ the usuals.

THE BIRTHDAY GIRL, STARRY NG
THE STEAMMYBOAT

SABOTEURS + PICTIONARY!!

THE WORD IS SKATING

I DREW THIS.

BOBO DREW THIS. like wtff! does that even look like skating!?

TOM TOM WAS DESPERATELY TRYING TO DRAW "WELCOME MAT"

THE COLLEAGUES, JOOTS & THE HOOTS

PARTY-POPPERS
those party-popper nick brought, literally messed up the entire room, we had to clear it up the nxt day. many many colourful crap lyin on the floor! and 11 of us slept in a filthy room.

oh ya, there's a joke of the yr abt the chalet anyway. i'll jus wait for RED's pictures b4 i record down.

2008-11-03T01:43:00.003+08:00

ORIENTAL JJJJ!!!!

T'S THE WAKENING OF THE ORIENTAL BEAUTIES AFTER A CENTURY.
THINK FAKE BLOOD, BLACK LIPSTICKS AND CRAZY BLACKLASHES.
all specially dressed up & organised for our very own starry joot.

her birthday celebration turned out to be a very short night!!!

but we left feeling really exhilarated!

it's one of our many wonderful nights.

we've even started planning for the next halloween! funny.

just got back from the 3 days chalet, can u imagine, we have 2 official cameras for this whole weekend which amounts to more than 600 pictures. we're doom from editing.

we are such a bunch of cam whore.

we are such a bunch of funny attention seeker.

we are such a fun bunch of cousins.

tell me, who has 9 cousins who hang out tgt and party.

RARE & PRECIOUS.

2008-10-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling uber frustrated and irritated today.

it's jus one of the many bad days eg. disagreement with ur bf.

like rahhhhhhh... & my stubborn horns usually appears at this pt of time.

being nonchalant is my forte.

went to chinatown to buy some stuff for starry's birthday.

came home, had ben and jerry ice cream, went to swim, tv and some usual boring stuff.

the only thing that i'm looking forward is KANYE tml and ORIENTAL J on fri.

and HELPPP! my hair is turning is turning all frizzyy fuzzyy from swimming!!!

2008-10-24T01:43:00.004+08:00

i was speaking to nick today about how hostile people can be even thou' u speak/interact with him/her b4 in the past or rather had a great time together b4.

and he merely said "people change"

actually.... i've been thinking about this issue since last weekend about how scary one can change due to his work environment or rather the new clique of friends who he thinks suit his list.

i've encounter quite a few that are like that to be honest which makes me realise it's really tough finding ur true friends who will go thru thick&thin with you. i'm glad i've gt my cousins with me who i know if anything were to happen, i can fall on them for sure.

i mentioned b4 i've got 2 best guy in my life.

but both disappeared.

one decided to forgo this friendship jus cos i've got a bf.

the other left maybe cos he much cooler now than ever but i know if he treats us all the same, we wouldnt have drifted away.

both changed for whatever reasons.

guys can start to be nonchalant just cos one is attached.

which is pretty confusing.

cos all of us are out to make new friends and what's with being single or not.

weird.

2008-10-21T16:51:00.003+08:00

i'm so god-damn reluctant to get my belly pierced again.

i want it pierced, i'm nt afraid of that pain.

but there are numerous fun things i cant do after that.

i cant swim for at least 3-6 mths, i cant do stretching which means i cant go for my yoga lessons.

and the momentum is already there, i've been exercising, i so dont want to break that routinee!!!

& now, i'm all ready to head down for a swim but it has to rain. =(\

and i wana get inked soon.

GETTING INKED IS ART.

2008-10-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

2008-10-18T15:43:00.003+08:00

it has been a hectic day for me yesterday.

1) went to sch to have some issues clarified with my lec.

i'm a hard-working girl.

2) went to novena to help sunny and sharon with their threading business

3) went to fullerton to have the dinner. A sumptuous meal. yummm.

esp their prawns, their scallops, their dessert, practically everything!

4) went to haji with boo to meet his friends at blu'jazz. the band was awesome. damn awesome.

not forgetting this english lady who was drunk i suppose. start pulling my hair so i could get to the front of the band, DANCING -.- duhhh.

5) went to our fav cripsy chix cafe to have our tea at haji with hafiz(my fav. boy now), his friends like (garuda, koflow, n this guy) if i spelled correctly thats if.

chow just called, he PASSED HIS TP! like so finally. another driver on the list. yay!

2008-10-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

went to the beach for a picnic with boo yesterday.

a sudden urge for some twosome suddenly.

i love days like these.

a day of 2 jus the both of us enjoying the serenity we can get.

away from the hustle bustle. it's nice.

we bought foods, beers in mini cooler, ice stole from the drinks stall.

tibits. getting high under the sky was fun. esp when i get to lie down since i'm more of the STONER when getting high.

didnt know SUN + BEER = rashes.

i had red spottings all over my body while lying there high. haha!

thank god the rain rained when we got there for like 5 mins and thats it!!

at night, we went to chomp chomp chomp to meet half the active joots.

sunny, starry & bobo all of them are pretty stressed up with work!!!

talked about anything under the moon.

cant wait for kanye west & boo's parents company dinner at fullerton tml + starry's birthday bash/chalet and many many more other exciting events.......

2008-10-12T03:12:00.001+08:00

something for LAUGHH.

funny aint it? pictures were taken at lido's mac.

jus got back from movie with nick & his whole bunch of friends. 18 tickets altogether.
that's how big his grp is. nevertheless, the movie was great.
it's called "rock and rolla".

jus finished my novel by cecelia ahern. i'm actually her big fan. love the books she wrote esp, ps i love you.
the one i jus read was "if i could see you now". nd to go get another of her great work.
currently, i'm reading grotesque by a japanese writer. BAD STORY.

hate it to the max, but i still read it thou' to really kill time on the train.

the story line is bad. the words she used to depict each character's emotion are pretty crude and senseless man. jus BAD.

ANYWAY, i guess tml will be a study day for me. after slacking too much (it's nv enuff actually), I REALLY NEED TO CATCH UPPP.

2008-10-11T05:26:00.003+08:00

hii bloggieee,

just got back from phuture with the joots.

the 2 reasons why i aint aslp now: waiting for booziry to reach home & am currently waiting for my god-damn hair to dry now. god, i hope i'm a man. blow-drying will only wake my parents up. light sleepers. =(

anyway, tonight was fun as usual, everyone was pretty satisfied. the drinks were there. the people were there & the music was pretty much alright.

but... (there's always a BUT) i guess partying aint really my kinda thing now.

for some god-sake reason. i jus cant get back the fun i totally had in the past. & i miss that feelin so much. i feel OLDDDDD now. & i guess looking at how drunk & crazy people dance is still our forte.

supposed to head down to happy shiny people for their general casting today. but i totally give it a miss even thou' i made an appt with them & didnt turn up nor inform them im not coming. guess that's my bad. i totally forgot about it and i feel pretty ashamed to text them. but i know i should at least inform them. MY BAD.

i jus dont think i want to go into modelling. it's jus not what i think i should be doing. studying & being what i wana be in the future is way more impt than wasting my time doing things like these esp in sg. where the market is certainly nt big enuff & i dont think i'm that perfect to fit in either.

women are jus full of fake facade & i hate entertaining pple who's not sincere in making friends. the feeling jus kinda irks me.

if i'm really that attractive enough, i would have people from the agency coming up to me but i guess it's more of the otherwise. moreover, i nv like doing shoots for male magazine. i dont want a slutty image to be written all over my face.

anyway, i guess it's jus me. i should jus concentrate in doing whatever i have to do first & if opportunities come along, i'll jus hitch that short ride for a new adventure.

2008-10-09T01:30:00.005+08:00

driving was crazy man. honestly, i'm like a freaking pampered girl.
cos my baby has been pampering me with all the free rides, taking public is now a torture much lest driving.
ballie birthday din on sunday was at sakura international at yck.
i think my dads jus lazy so i had to drive them all to toapayoh & from toapayoh to bukitpanjang to pick my grandparents with the company of my sisterjo.
but on the way back i got lost. hell lost. supposed to drive back to yck right? & i guess the journey will take abt aproximately less than 30 mins.
i think i took 1 hr. my bum, my sis's bum & i bet the 2 old grannies bum were pretty sore.
can u imagine? we ended up at westcoast! and we attempt to take aye towards city & to yck. thank god for my sis's GPS.
we manage to crawl our way to yck. i drove for 2 hrs.

after dins, i tot i was freee! but NOOOOOO..
i had to drive back to TP to drop my lil cousin & back to bukit panjang and home.
nevertheless, i got lost again. somehow, i was jus too tired. i swear i was nv like that in the past. when i was got my lesson i thought i was the GPS but now, i'm nt.
i guess i'll have to jus wake up and not slp on baby's lap while he drive back now.

anyway, about today, jus got back from admiralty macs.

went out to study OKKKKK.

a fruitful one thou. haha!

cant wait for fri. we gona own the stage yeah.

& i hope baby will feel better.

2008-10-05T13:51:00.004+08:00

RANDOM. FUN. FAT.

life has been great so far. too good to be exact.

ive put on some weight.

i haven been studying.

ive been out all night playing mahjong, playing games, chilling out.

i'm almost drained out.

past 3 days was a chill-out days at liquid kitchen with the bangs.

pics can be found from her blog

BANG U OWEEE ME PICS TOOOO...

yesterday was a pretty random day.

nick,me,mae, jolene & marc decided to go the tourist way of shoppin in sg.

head to beach road, city plaza, peninsula plaza & even mustafa before settling down at haji lane for a sumptuous meal.

the damage wasnt that bad for me cos i didnt buy anythin for myself. got a casio watch for my maid & davidoff cool water perfume for my babyboo.

school's tml & i'm quite unprepared.

i haven been PARTYING.

omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg....

2008-09-30T20:45:00.002+08:00

work ended. "CHEE CHINGGG" $$$ moneys rollin in.

will post more abt amber lounge once i get the pics ready.

anyways, things been pretty good.

u know i've always said people who are insignificant in my life, i couldnt give a shit.

but when they try to stir things up, i'll let them stir cause at the end of the day, if we're malice, people will know.

much worst, they're the worst of the lot. bad records can fill up the entire bookshelves.

if u're jealous, thats bad. but if u envy us. thats good. cos being jealous is always badd.

something funny, they're fighting in this battle themselve? cos we dont really see it as a threat or we aint interested in fighting.

I JUS WANT PEACE

2008-09-25T13:48:00.004+08:00

i wonder whyyy. wahahaha

u know, it's like people tries their best to involve in matters they shldn't are pretty mmm. sorry but its jus indescribable. this is a better pic to show wot i mean.

we are always in the limelight to others maybe cos we have so much fun, our teenage life is so much more fulfilling than urs or or or we are prettier than u. wahahahaha! i'm terribly sorry if u have missed ur youth.

but hellooo, u have ur own life to lead & we have ours. thou' urs must be a miserable one.

so dont drag us down.

anyway, life's been good or rather better knowing there are wonderful pple ard me & my parents are not making things worst still treat me as good. ha.

got selected for the f1 party at amber lounge. gona be fun & $$$$$$$ 3 days of job is like worth my 3 mths of allowances.

meet-up with the joots are always fun FUN FUN !

when things like that happens, it makes us closer.

2008-09-19T20:18:00.006+08:00

actually it kinda hurts when u know ur family is not on ur side.

i mean true enough, they should be the one that's giving me support but this time round it doesnt feel like that. so how am i suppose to feel when outsiders are the one giving u the support.

sometimes i wonder if people really do understand the situation i am in.

making choices? put urself in my shoe & think.

it makes me wana leave & leave for good to stop bein like a drama queen who bring chaos into people's life.

i didnt want all these to happen as well. it's as thou i'm a plaque. it happened every year.

thats nt why i am put in this world for aint i?

i guess this only happen to people who are strong enough to handle. i've had it for 7 years.

i dont wana lose this fam, neither do i wana give up my love.

tell me wot am i supose to do?

2008-09-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

people can refuse to understand what's goin on.

i don't really bother explaining cos it jus ain't my thing.

but as long as i know who's there for me when i most needed them, it really boost me up.

its like i'm recharged. ready to face the whole world again no matter who's giving me hell at hme.

thanks joots for being there.

2008-09-17T23:16:00.004+08:00

life is full of confusion & lost souls.

tell me what would you do if unfortunate happenings kept occurin in ur life.

like once every year? or maybe twice? or uncountable times? what would u do?

if god only let the strong ones handle things like this, why does he have to make things so tough for me to go thru. i'm abt to stand & take my first step but now, i'm back to crawling to nowhere.

it seems as thou' he's askin me back.